
Empirical Mysticism
Too many times I indulge myself into the realness of reality without realizing that we are not real by definition.
Empirical Mysticism - my life, my words, my emotions, my opinions....me
The greatest mistake a writer can make is thinking that the reader will understand what he is trying to say
I am pleonastic by choice - I paint pictures with words, and my pictures require detail. I offer my canvas, my muse - my journal. "I pierce the page with a pen until it bleeds my intentions..." I am bleeding the page, I am solidifying my soul and transforming synaptic bursts into transient thought.
Walk with me is not a catch phrase - it is my motto, my "Donner un coup de pouce au destin".
I am no longer afraid because I have traveled the length and breadth of the quintessence of life; as seen through my narrowly acute yet obtuse viewpoint. Strangely, the oddest oddity to date would be that mentally the inverse of the reverse holds true in the opaque, elusive, minimal meanings of a life absconded through irrational and often misinterpreted behavioral patterns. What matters most is that there was a life to live...
Just stopping by and looking around.
The clink of ice against glass signals the end of another drink. Another story told, consumed, and swallowed. Condensation builds upon the glass, slowly forming a solitary tear. In my mind, I imagine that the glass is crying – wailing its grief that its usefulness is at an end. While I had use for you, I held you in high accord – I loved you. In the end, I love you still, though you serve no purpose in my life.
As my imagination roams, I ask myself again, what is love? What is love? Freely used and often tossed around with little thought to its implications – the question remains – what is love? I once wrote that a word with many meanings soon means nothing. Has love crossed that boundary? Is love meaningless?
More tears stream down the face of my glass. I light another candle in an effort to beat back the darkness encroaching upon my back. Staring into the flames, I continue to ponder…what is love?
Many conversations, many responses – and still love does not remain universal. My love is not your love, and your love, is not their love. We love, or so we claim. Others love, or so they claim. Inexorably, inexplicably…we love. When asked, I defer the question to colorful metaphors and elusive quotes designed to provide an answer without depth and detail. This suffices because the difficulty in explaining love is proof that someone has at least encountered love.
What is my definition? Utterly simple: love is a remarkable desire of company, which associates people together, without any advantages they can ever propose to reap from their union. Even in its simplicity, the vague overtures of complexity arise.
The glass sheds its last tear. A puddle of water surrounding the glass forms a memorial to the innocence lost here today. I blow out the candles, and as darkness descends, I wonder about my response, and I feel…that the answer is out there for those that know where to look.
Walk with me…